It
is the natural feelings to feel embarrassed or being embarrassed by someone. In
my case, I attended a workshop in a private independent Chinese school as I was
selected to be as a representative for the school. The workshop was all about
public speaking and academic writing. It starts around 7.30 a.m but happened to
be I was late for it. I reached the school at 8 a.m due to certain
circumstances especially my bike!!! As I reached there, the guard hold me
thought I was a visitor but not a teacher. When he asked me from which school I
am, I have no idea what happened to me until I can’t think as there were lots
of things in my mind, yet, till the guard told me to refer to my tag which was
around my neck. That was the opening embarrassment for the day. Later, I got in
the conference room late was another embarrassment because I told my head of
department that I will be punctual for the day. Still with pride and set aside
shame, I sat with a smile. Listening to the workshop conducted by
professionals, a male teacher sat beside me and introduced himself. As time
moved on, he did gossip about my head of department and shared his experienced
being in my school before. Yet, at times I felt uncomfortable as he was keep
touching me while speaking. My senses gave me an alert to be aware or away from
that guy. Told by my working colleague, he is not a guy but a gay. It seems he
had lip lock with another guy in front of her while their trip at Thailand
previously. At that particular point, I knew I was in danger zone. But it was
not him the only one, apparently there was another one. It seemed to be these
guys or so called gays are very active. I was even having the fear feelings to go
to washroom as their eyes were on me. Being scared and nervous, they were like
2 crocodiles hunger to get me alive. Without bothering about them, I diverted
my looks on the female teachers as some of them were really attractive. There
was one we had eyed contact but never able to speak till the end of the
session. After the workshop session ended, it was a meal time. Again!!! He came
and sat next to me while bothering me with his lunatic stories. I tried to
avoid him unfortunately his geography knowledge of the school is better than
me. Before I made a move, I met every teachers of the school and at that point
came this Mr. Gay, hugged me and scratched my back in front of every female teachers.
That was embarrassing!!! Right after that, he got my number and harassing me
through messages. Well keeping myself calm, I knew someday he will be getting from
someone and relieves me from thinking this most embarrassing moment.
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